Well, I have to say my life has been pretty full of manic and mayhem since I last wrote. I can't beleive it has been over a month since my last blog.
There have been waaaaaay to many hours at work, I have been doing 35-40 hours a week whilst still at High Melton and trying to sit my exams.
Speaking of which, I missed one of them, my body clock hought it would be fun to wake up 15 minutes before the exam starts, even if i didn't shower, as suggested, it takes 20-25 minutes to get up there. So, Business Law will be exterminated in September. BAD TIMES!
I have yet another new boss at work, his name is Gordon, and he seems a little special. That and he has never ran a pub before, makes me beleive that i will have another boss in three to four months time.
Been feeling quite shitty lately. I think it may just be with being run down and still not rid of this bleeding tonsillitus, and me putting weight on like crazy, even though I have cut down on food and crap. The sexual health nurse didn't make me feel good either when she told me to jump on the scales and then yelped when she saw my weight. Stupid bint. I got told that if i want to carry on with the form of contraception (the jab), then I have to lose weight in 12 weeks, ready for my next one. Made me feel good did that.
On a happier note, when i got given the date for my next jab, it made me realise that we are just 13 weeks away from the exciting times that is Leeds Fest. <3>
Can't wait until everyone is back in Doncaster, I have a feeling that I am becoming a bit of a recluse. But, i suppose this would make another motivator for me to exercise the hell out of my body. Just show me a fun way to do it first. :(
The only bit if laughter I have had of late has been mine and Kims little missions. We drove all the way to the bowling alley, just to go on the dance machines for one song and be completely knackered, and then pulled up outside my house taking to a mate on loud speaker and eating gummy bears. Oh, and playing our own version of pool with 'trickshots' and flukes. :)
That is all for now, I will try not to make the next blog as long as this. :)
Love to you all
Dizz xx
Thursday, 28 May 2009
Thursday, 30 April 2009
Lately, I don't really wanna know.....
I really have no idea what the hell is up with me at this current space in time. I have no real reason to be as blue as I am, but I can't help but feel that way. I'm now going to try and break it down.
First off, I have tonsillitus, and as a result of my severly swollen throat, I have not been sleeping all too well, as well, I literally can not breathe at the moment, especially lying down.
Secondly, Jimmy has buggered off back to York, he hasn't been gone a week, and I have only received to VERY brief replies to the texts I have sent him. Maybe, it is my conscience trying to figure out if it is all worth while, I do not know.
Thirdly, the severe lack of fun time and in relation to this, spends, is bringing me down. This doesn't help the fact that work want me to do five shifts a week, on top of my degree work, when I told them I am struggling with three shifts. Makes me wonder if it is worth keeping a bloody job. *_* By the way, my bosses have also gone on relief for two weeks to another pub,leaving four bar staff to run the pub. Oh, If only I could drink right now. :)
Fourth(ly? Nope That can't be a word) I recently went backt o the routine of the Wenesday night quiz at the Eden Arms. Should be joyous right? Wrong, the whole night, i felt ignored by my other two 'freinds', not because of the tonsillitus, but because they went everywhere together, the conversation was between them two, all night, and not once did i get asked how things were coming along either with work, or even with my degree course. Yet, i asked them how things were and they replied. Every other time I tried to participate, I got butted out of the conversation. Again, is it really worth it anymore?
So, in spite of all this depression that seems to have fallen on me lately, I thought I would try a spot of retail therapy. Guess what? Made me feel even worse, not even the few items I grabbed (from the sale rack) made me smile the eensiest (again, probably not a real word) bit.
Right, I have ten minutes to get ready for my dreaded Thursday Night shift, so that will be all.
Love to You all
Dizz xx
First off, I have tonsillitus, and as a result of my severly swollen throat, I have not been sleeping all too well, as well, I literally can not breathe at the moment, especially lying down.
Secondly, Jimmy has buggered off back to York, he hasn't been gone a week, and I have only received to VERY brief replies to the texts I have sent him. Maybe, it is my conscience trying to figure out if it is all worth while, I do not know.
Thirdly, the severe lack of fun time and in relation to this, spends, is bringing me down. This doesn't help the fact that work want me to do five shifts a week, on top of my degree work, when I told them I am struggling with three shifts. Makes me wonder if it is worth keeping a bloody job. *_* By the way, my bosses have also gone on relief for two weeks to another pub,leaving four bar staff to run the pub. Oh, If only I could drink right now. :)
Fourth(ly? Nope That can't be a word) I recently went backt o the routine of the Wenesday night quiz at the Eden Arms. Should be joyous right? Wrong, the whole night, i felt ignored by my other two 'freinds', not because of the tonsillitus, but because they went everywhere together, the conversation was between them two, all night, and not once did i get asked how things were coming along either with work, or even with my degree course. Yet, i asked them how things were and they replied. Every other time I tried to participate, I got butted out of the conversation. Again, is it really worth it anymore?
So, in spite of all this depression that seems to have fallen on me lately, I thought I would try a spot of retail therapy. Guess what? Made me feel even worse, not even the few items I grabbed (from the sale rack) made me smile the eensiest (again, probably not a real word) bit.
Right, I have ten minutes to get ready for my dreaded Thursday Night shift, so that will be all.
Love to You all
Dizz xx
Saturday, 25 April 2009
Lack of Money... :(
I am skint. It is official.
In my student account, I have £1,500, which may sound like much, but if you take out my rent until August, £800, this means I have £700 for the summer, to go towards driving lessons, tests and then insurance and such. OH.
I know I have weekly wages like, but that is just to live on really, and it's actually not that much, especially if i go out for one night. :(
I think i am going to have to resort to restricting my self to £40 incl. "Taxi and Chips" spends for when I do go out.
On a lighter note, I had a wonderful dream last night, which equated to me being Baby in Dirty Dancing, I woke up and actually lol'd. The bad thing is, Johnny wasn't Jimmy... :S Phahahahahaa
I may have to have an 80's film fest once my exams are over, mainly because the films are so cheesy, they make me smile like this :D
I still haven't completed my Easter Egg, but have however, eaten my Wonka Tinglers. Nomnomnomnomom
Love to you all
Dizz xx
In my student account, I have £1,500, which may sound like much, but if you take out my rent until August, £800, this means I have £700 for the summer, to go towards driving lessons, tests and then insurance and such. OH.
I know I have weekly wages like, but that is just to live on really, and it's actually not that much, especially if i go out for one night. :(
I think i am going to have to resort to restricting my self to £40 incl. "Taxi and Chips" spends for when I do go out.
On a lighter note, I had a wonderful dream last night, which equated to me being Baby in Dirty Dancing, I woke up and actually lol'd. The bad thing is, Johnny wasn't Jimmy... :S Phahahahahaa
I may have to have an 80's film fest once my exams are over, mainly because the films are so cheesy, they make me smile like this :D
I still haven't completed my Easter Egg, but have however, eaten my Wonka Tinglers. Nomnomnomnomom
Love to you all
Dizz xx
Sunday, 19 April 2009
Isn't it ironic....
.. How after I moan to one of my good friends, about how sick I am of making myself look good when I go out, only to be completely ignored my the opposite sex, then BAM! I go out thursday in something quite plain, but with a great skirt, that I get loads of compliments of several lads inside priory (along with a few grabbing my arse as I walk past), and then also, going out on Friday in a mens shirt, that I get chatted up by about 4 Irish boys. I <3 it!
Ok so, the Irish boys were saying the same thing to every lass that walked past, but I don't care, it made me feel confident and sexy and wanted... plus, they were Irish, and I LOVE that accent. They could say the worst hing ever and I would still go weak at the knees and want to jump them, and I probably would have done if Charlotte hadn't have saved me. :z
This therefore means that Thursday and Friday were very fun times for me. :)
Thursday consisted of, Central Park Dinner, Charity Shopping, eating Nerds/Dweebs and laughing like an idiot, (work, groan), followed very closely by a messy night at Rock n Rolla.
Friday consisted of the day shift at work, quick tea, followed by 2 big bottles of WKD, going to Twinnies house, laughing lots, cheesy songs & singalongs in vintage, good friends, fitish Irish boys, wearing nothing and then crappy priory, and a kebab wrap with Sami.
I Love my friends. :)
Love to you all
Dizz xx
Ok so, the Irish boys were saying the same thing to every lass that walked past, but I don't care, it made me feel confident and sexy and wanted... plus, they were Irish, and I LOVE that accent. They could say the worst hing ever and I would still go weak at the knees and want to jump them, and I probably would have done if Charlotte hadn't have saved me. :z
This therefore means that Thursday and Friday were very fun times for me. :)
Thursday consisted of, Central Park Dinner, Charity Shopping, eating Nerds/Dweebs and laughing like an idiot, (work, groan), followed very closely by a messy night at Rock n Rolla.
Friday consisted of the day shift at work, quick tea, followed by 2 big bottles of WKD, going to Twinnies house, laughing lots, cheesy songs & singalongs in vintage, good friends, fitish Irish boys, wearing nothing and then crappy priory, and a kebab wrap with Sami.
I Love my friends. :)
Love to you all
Dizz xx
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
Sickly Easter Eggs & Pathetic "Friends"...
Argh! Some people, honestly, need to get a life, and stop being a bitch and taking it out on their friends, just because they don't get to see their boyfriends for a while.
All because I cancelled on the pub quiz due to the excessive amount of work that needed to be done, I finished the work up to the point where it was needed, and then went out with another bunch of friends for a measly THREE hours, after work may I add, someone turns in to a 9 year old child, for the second time this year. I think she needs counselling personally.
The second thing that has annoyed me today, is my easter egg, It's a Nestle Smarties egg, with two tubes of Smarties and an easter egg. The Smarties, only just acceptable, apart from barely being able to get them out of the tube. But the egg? Sickly as hell. Yuck. I'm not a massive chocolate fan, yes, like every other girl, i get the occassional times where i can sit through a whole bag of Minstrels, usually while watching TV, doing an essay, or just out of plain boredom, but that is not that often to be honest, but the amount of sugar in this egg, I am surprised children haven't thrown up loads yet.
I have also discovered that I like gore a little bit too much. In any shape or form, books, TV, films, if it's gory, it will usually make me smile in a sick and twisted way. Not that I am a psychopath or anything, but it's light releif, some like reality TV, i like a good gory book or film to watch.
On a much lighter note, I hope I cheered up a few people today, been helping out with problems left, right and centre. I am also looking forward to tomorrow at central park, tomorrow at the pub before work and tomorrow night, hopefully. As well as friday night with the donny kids. :)
Oh, and I also need to find an outfit for friday nights priory clothes swop, may not swop, but would still like to shop. :)
Love to you all
Dizz xx
All because I cancelled on the pub quiz due to the excessive amount of work that needed to be done, I finished the work up to the point where it was needed, and then went out with another bunch of friends for a measly THREE hours, after work may I add, someone turns in to a 9 year old child, for the second time this year. I think she needs counselling personally.
The second thing that has annoyed me today, is my easter egg, It's a Nestle Smarties egg, with two tubes of Smarties and an easter egg. The Smarties, only just acceptable, apart from barely being able to get them out of the tube. But the egg? Sickly as hell. Yuck. I'm not a massive chocolate fan, yes, like every other girl, i get the occassional times where i can sit through a whole bag of Minstrels, usually while watching TV, doing an essay, or just out of plain boredom, but that is not that often to be honest, but the amount of sugar in this egg, I am surprised children haven't thrown up loads yet.
I have also discovered that I like gore a little bit too much. In any shape or form, books, TV, films, if it's gory, it will usually make me smile in a sick and twisted way. Not that I am a psychopath or anything, but it's light releif, some like reality TV, i like a good gory book or film to watch.
On a much lighter note, I hope I cheered up a few people today, been helping out with problems left, right and centre. I am also looking forward to tomorrow at central park, tomorrow at the pub before work and tomorrow night, hopefully. As well as friday night with the donny kids. :)
Oh, and I also need to find an outfit for friday nights priory clothes swop, may not swop, but would still like to shop. :)
Love to you all
Dizz xx
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
Curry Night..
Well today, as the family had some pressing issues to see too, James, Waz and Myself got roped into preparing a meal for the whole family. Pretty shocking as, well three students trying to cook for too many people, is hell. Especially as one of them thinks that he is the next Jamie Oliver, but is well, above average, seeing as his type of cooking is just slinging it all into a pan and adding lots of flavour.
We stuck to the cookbook recipies however, and it smells great, unfortunately, it isn't ready yet, so I can't comment on the actual reaction from everyone. We are however plying them all with alchohol which seems like a good idea. I am just hoping we have enough plates.
Today, I have progressed no further on this dreaded Business Law Assignment, but shall be trying, ever so hard may I add, to complete said assignment, even after a pint of strongbow, a rather filling meal, and a litre bottle of Pear Bulmers. <3 Yummmm!
Felt mainly crappy and low today as me and Jimmy had another arguement last night, at silly o'clock, I think i'm still worried seen as though I never get to see him and next week he goes back to York again until June/July. Bloody insecurities of mine eh?
On a lighter and much more happier note, I saw my new little nephew today, he has been named; Daniel James Charles Middlebrook and he is just GORGEOUS! Looks exactly like my little neice Ellie-May and hopefully he will turn out just as good and cute as her.
Loving:
Onion Bahji's and Naan Bread
Daniel & Ellie-May
Hating:
Arguements
My general low self esteem and insecurities
Looking forward to:
All of thursday, apart from the 6 hours work in between seeing my mates and getting messy.
Love to You all
Dizz xx
We stuck to the cookbook recipies however, and it smells great, unfortunately, it isn't ready yet, so I can't comment on the actual reaction from everyone. We are however plying them all with alchohol which seems like a good idea. I am just hoping we have enough plates.
Today, I have progressed no further on this dreaded Business Law Assignment, but shall be trying, ever so hard may I add, to complete said assignment, even after a pint of strongbow, a rather filling meal, and a litre bottle of Pear Bulmers. <3 Yummmm!
Felt mainly crappy and low today as me and Jimmy had another arguement last night, at silly o'clock, I think i'm still worried seen as though I never get to see him and next week he goes back to York again until June/July. Bloody insecurities of mine eh?
On a lighter and much more happier note, I saw my new little nephew today, he has been named; Daniel James Charles Middlebrook and he is just GORGEOUS! Looks exactly like my little neice Ellie-May and hopefully he will turn out just as good and cute as her.
Loving:
Onion Bahji's and Naan Bread
Daniel & Ellie-May
Hating:
Arguements
My general low self esteem and insecurities
Looking forward to:
All of thursday, apart from the 6 hours work in between seeing my mates and getting messy.
Love to You all
Dizz xx
Monday, 13 April 2009
Blog Virginity.
POP! That's it, My blog cherry has been popped.
I am quite unsure of what to write in these things, I also fail at knowing what to put in the "About Me" sections of popular networking sites. I used to me a Myspace whore, but now, it's Facebook all the way. I am also going to try not to turn this into a general slagging off blog about, my parents and family in general, which, I am afraid it may...
That is it for my first post for now, as I have to proceed with the dreaded Business Law assignment.
Love to you all
Dizz
I am quite unsure of what to write in these things, I also fail at knowing what to put in the "About Me" sections of popular networking sites. I used to me a Myspace whore, but now, it's Facebook all the way. I am also going to try not to turn this into a general slagging off blog about, my parents and family in general, which, I am afraid it may...
That is it for my first post for now, as I have to proceed with the dreaded Business Law assignment.
Love to you all
Dizz
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